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I will ad lib about my plans:
I donât mean to blow up Anatolyâs spot, but he did post this publicly, so I will repost it:
Anatoly is a smart guy. However, he is very self critical:
I suspect âsocietyâ and the world at large will be better off without my mutt genes. Any intelligence gains are not worth the feelings of spite, cynicism, and self-hatred that I cycle through on daily basis, despite some reasonable degree of material success, and it would be ethically dubious to burden future generations with these defects.
I sympathize with Anatoly. When things donât exactly as I wish them to go, I get frustrated and passive-aggressive. I sulk and self-isolate.
For four years I built up an audience on Youtube. Then, I drove around the country meeting 50 of my fans. They all asked me, âwhatâs your plan?â I told them Iâd have an answer in the following year. I started a hippie farming commune in 2022 which I called âthe liberal nature preserve.â Then, I joined âthe poetry house,â which dissolved in June of 2023.1 Watching two communities fall apart was infuriating and blackpilling. I turned inward. I gave up on working with other people. From July 2023 to October 2024, I became more and more of a lone wolf, before being evicted in March 2025. I had minimal connections and an anti-social personality. In March of 2026, I got a girlfriend, and then broke up with her.
All of this is to say that I struggle with sociality. I am naturally anti-social, rude, discourteous, irascible. I donât work well with others. I spent 99% of my time alone.
Despite that, I need help. The most common criticism I get is that I âdo not edit.â I need an external editor. I need people who can provide some constructive criticism. I am not a good listener, but I will try.


